It has been some time since I posted anything but I am still alive and still scratching my brain the whole time, the reason for the radio-silence is that since September 2009 I am an AI coder at Guerrilla Games, it is a great experience.
I was going to take some pics but I found this:
http://ps3life.nl/nieuws/4528-een-kijkje-rond-en-in-guerrilla-studios/ this is how it looks like in here currently.
I was also interviewed at AiGameDev (http://aigamedev.com/insider/event/event-career-journey/), if you want to laugh at how sleepy the tone of my voice makes you will be probably be able to see it when it's posted as a video capture sometime in the near future.
More to come...